Hedgehogs have never been a major part of my life. In our early days in Paris, Susie and I had a hedgehog that regularly visited our [first floor] garden. In the very hot summer of 1976 we fed the animal with stale baguette and milk [a big mistake – See below]. And the hedgehog left fleas which then attached themselves to us and our young kitten Myosotis. A decade or so later we occasionally had hedgehogs our garden in Duns. Guscott, our border collie, would circle them curiously and them prod them very cautiously with his paw. Here in Edinburgh we frequently have foxes in the garden, even two or three at a time. But we have only once seen a hedgehog.

Sarah Sands: The Hedgehog Diaries
Sands’ book, sub-titled A story of Faith, Hope, and Bristle, begins when she and her grandson find a poorly hedgehog in her garden in Norfolk. They take the animal to a hedgehog sanctuary on the outskirts of King’s Lynn. Emma painstakingly picks maggots off with tweezers and flushes the animal with a warm saline solution. The hedgehog is called Peggy, and Emma agrees that when she has over-wintered with a foster family she can return to Sands’ garden in the spring.

This encounter takes Sands on a journey of discovery. She discovers that Rory Stewart’s most watched speech on YouTube was about hedgehogs. Stewart points out that hedgehogs long predate human beings, and were around 56 million years ago. He tells her that hedgehogs are a safe way of taking the sound and fury out of social media. Rowan Williams is another hedgehog enthusiast; one of his Desert Island Discs choices was The hedgehog’s song by the Incredible String Band. He applauds the hedgehog’s practical desire to get on with the next job in hand. A prosaic virtue. Hedgehogs like dolphins and otters speak to us of what is precarious. “We get hedgehogs when there is a balance of nature, a co-existence with our environment rather than a domination or destruction of it.” Hedgehogs have managed to outlive roads, dogs, strimmers and pesticides, but they are now an endangered species.
But to say that Sands’ book is about hedgehogs is like saying that Moby Dick is about whales. While Peggy is recovering with a foster family, Sands’ 92 year-old father has suffered a heart attack and is coming towards the end of his life. His heart can be managed with drugs, but no other treatment is possible. This is COVID time. Her father moves to a local nursing home. “Am I going home ?”, he asks. Sands and his family visit him in the nursing home, lying in bed looking a bit like Francis of Assisi. He sips protein drinks through a straw, and has given up reading The Times. The local vicar visits regularly. [This is rural Norfolk.] He is eagerly looking forward to watching Six Nations rugby on the television, – and then sleeps through it ! “I am so idle these days”, he says. [I slept through the first 10 minutes of England v. Ireland the other day.] Sands recalls the Archbishop of Canterbury telling her that the essence of ministry is “holding the hands of the dying”.
On the day that Russia invaded Ukraine in 2022 [Susie’s birthday], a Beatrix Potter exhibition opened at the Victoria & Albert museum. When Potter’s first love, Norman Warne, the son of her publisher died, she married a vicar’s son and they farmed 400 acres and 2 flocks of sheep in the Lake District. The sketches for Mrs Tiggy-Winkle were made on a holiday to the Lakes in the summer of 1904. Her drawings are anatomically accurate, but with Mrs Tiggy-Winkle wearing a quaint little pinafore. Her second source of inspiration was Kitty Macdonald, a Scottish washerwoman whom they employed at their house in Perthshire. Mrs Tiggy-Winkle is both thorny and tender, wild and tame, powerful and defenceless. Sands evokes Derrida who saw the hedgehog as a metaphor for poetry. And who was a great advocate of animal rights. He believed that animals suffer, and that humans cause their suffering. With Mrs Tiggy-Winkle the twist comes at then of the story; when Lucie wants to say goodbye she has disappeared; and is seen “running running up the hill”. And is now revealed as nothing but a hedgehog.

Hedgehog rescuer Emma is frustrated by well-meaning people. They wait too long to bring in ailing hogs. And they feed them with bread and milk though they are lactose intolerant. When they hibernate they live off their fat. Hibernation is an extraordinary state; more than sleep and less than death. Sands speaks to a Professor of Neuroscience at Oxford. Who describes sleep as “taking absence from the world”. The distinction between life and death is hazy, as when humans are kept artificially alive. Are people who die in their sleep aware of passing from life to death ? Sands notes that those who are close to death are often thought to be mentally clearer and calmer. An Astronautical Conference declared that, if there is to be interplanetary travel, we need to learn how to encourage crew members to hibernate. So that humans would require less energy and less food, and would produce less bodily waste.

The sick hedgehog Peggy is ready to be returned to the wild. It is the right temperature [12ºc] and she is the right weight [892g]. Sands puts Peggy carefully in her new hide in the garden. And in the same night her father dies. Peacefully. By his bed is a copy of the Compline prayer: “Keep watch, dear Lord, with those who work, or watch, or weep this night, and give your angels charge over those who sleep … “ Her father had prepared the order of service for the funeral. And Sands reads his words about the departure of the pink-footed geese back to Iceland.
Sands’ friend Jane Byam Shaw brought up her son Felix as a nature lover. When he was 14 he died unexpectedly on holiday in France. After his death Jane, who is not religious, bonded with butterflies and with hedgehogs. She set up hedgehog highways in her native city of Oxford. And found that helping hedgehogs helped her cope with her grief. In 2019 Ben Goldsmith’s 15-year-old daughter Iris died in a vehicle accident. He withdrew to his farm and wondered how he could live. Rainbows and wild birds and Iris’s pony were a source of comfort. It was nature that gave him purpose and solace. His brother is Zac Goldsmith, the Environment Minister. Zac Goldsmith says we should nurture hedgehogs, which are a symbol of hope. We need to invest in creating hedgehog highways.

In Wind in the Willows, two baby hedgehogs live peacefully with kindly Badger and the Mole and the Water Rat. And Badger serves them oatmeal porridge for breakfast. “It is a story of home and hearth, of bacon for breakfast, and afternoon buttered toast by the fire and hierarchies of native wildlife …”. In the real world badgers are one of the few animals that happily munch up hedgehogs, as they do wasps’ nests and baby rabbits. Dogs often bark at and chase hedgehogs, but not aggressively. Hedgehogs are a sign of harmony with nature. But there can be difficult issues. Two decades ago some 600 hedgehogs were culled on the Uists [in the face of strong protests], as they were said to be guilty of attacking the eggs and chicks of Arctic terns and other wading birds.

Sands scatters her father’s ashes in a place he loved, under a tree where stone curlews nested. And wild geese flew overhead. [At my brother’s interment in May 2022 we heard the song, not recorded, of a lark rising.] “My father’s faith was that nature was an embodiment of the divine, and that here he is as part of Creation, earth to earth”. As she sits on the South Uist she imagines her father with her, wearing his binoculars, absorbed by nature. And now he is “absorbed by nature, as for all of us flesh is grass”. She remembers the words of the Bidding Prayer, for “all those who rejoice with us, but on another shore and in a greater light”. And she returns home to Norfolk, deeply content to find a hedgehog by her pond.
Envoi

It’s a lovely book. Thoughtful, and not too long. Bereavement is something that we will all face, sooner or later. As Christians we lean heavily on our Easter hope. Our conviction that there is something beyond life on this earth, even if the latitude and longitude and the temperature of that place are unknown. We rest on Jesus’s promise to his disciples that we shall see him again, that in his Father’s house there are many rooms, and that we shall be reunited in some mysterious way with those whom we love and have lost. Those who hear this message for the first time at funerals often struggle with it. Sands does not appear to have any clear Christian faith. But she seems to find solace in her sense that all shall be well with the world. And that hedgehogs can be a symbol of this wellness.
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